Thursday, March 17, 2011

There's My Answer

In response to yesterday's post... my plan must have been the wrong one. I didn't get the position I applied for. And even though I KNOW there is something different out there for me and I believe that it's for a reason and not part of God's plan... I can't help but be upset.

It was a hard decision, I'm told. I was beaten out by two others that have tried to get into the district before. I understand. I truly do. But it doesn't make it easier to swallow. I was looking forward to finally knowing where I'd be in a few months.

Meanwhile, I called my mom to tell her and she was sad for me. But then she said it was probably for the better, I've got a good situation where I am (and I do), and I replied that I knew that but was tired of the drive each weekend. Her response was to tell me she knew how to fix that. She means stop going. Not happening. Should my mom encourage me to continue to strengthen my relationship with God instead of telling me to break things off? Sigh. Parents just don't understand.

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