A lot of endings...

About a month ago, the bf and I broke up. It was mutual... kind of. He never could get over the fact that I wasn't a super talkative person and always took my silence for anger or boredom. No amount of reassurance helped. So one day he texted me and said that he felt we never had anything to say to each other and that's not how a relationship should work. So I said that maybe we should figure things out and it kind of went from there. And the funny thing is... I wasn't the least bit heartbroken. So obviously he wasn't exactly the one.

Summer ended. And it's amazing the things I had planned that I didn't do. Instead, as it ended, I got super stressed and became an emotional crazy person when it did. I was nervous, scared, and anxious about my upcoming class... and absolutely dreading the year. But after two weeks in, I think we just might make it out of this school year alive. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my class. Like triple love. <3 TOTALLY. They are so freaking sweet. Lots of hugs and just the desire to please. My only gripe is their inability to stop talking. But I can work with that. I have a feeling I am going to have a lot of great stories about this years class... I already have one about a little friend named Stinker Stinker.

One thing that isn't ending is my desire to go to church. I truly enjoy each time I go. I feel I am learning more and growing more as a person and it gives me the desire to improve myself.

Two goals:
Significantly decrease my debt and my waistline by this time next year. These are ongoing goals. Things I always seem to want to change but often have trouble or simply just give up. No more. I have a nifty excel spreadsheet going on for the debt thing. I just have to cut back on unnecessary spending and be happy with what I have. And well... the waistline needs work but for that I need energy, time, and days my ankle isn't killing me. Stupid achilles tendonitis (like the wimpiest ailment ever in my opinion). Excuses, excuses. I effing hate excuses. I don't know why I find sticking to weightloss plans so hard but I sincerely want to do better.